Those moments when

Those moments when…

Clarity comes in a way it never has before and you feel and know exactly what you want and need in the now

You know there needs to be a conversation but not now

Clarity isn’t dependent on the other person

You know in your core exactly what something means to you and it’s irrelevant what it means to the other

The adult parts of you know exactly what you want right now and this right here is it

The younger parts of you are crying but but but and the grown-up you cuddles them up and says not here not now; it’s okay; I’ve got us

Some of your younger bits are getting exactly what they need

All is exactly as it should be

You realize how hard you’ve worked to get to this place

You sit back and allow yourself to enjoy instead of spiraling in anxiety and future tripping

You trust yourself to know that this is right

Loving yourself is more important than trying to be loved by another

You know change will happen if you say those words and you simply aren’t ready

More clarity is needed…